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I can always expect
Anything other than happiness
A cry in the night is what I hear
To be shown the light is what I fear
Why should I Scream or cry?
Ive left everything behind
A sound comes from my soul
That cries for me instead
That way a single tear has never been shed
Cant I always expect the same?
I'm to afraid to change
I believe there is no more hope
left for me
So I left my heart out at sea
Sent it away,didn't need it any more
It just seemed like some useless chore
Have Faith!
They scream at me
Like I'd ever dare to dream
My brain has dried of imagination
Leaving me with no sensation
I wont cry,I know I'm fine
So I humbly decline
All the pity everyone gives
Cause its to much trouble just to live
Anything other than happiness
A cry in the night is what I hear
To be shown the light is what I fear
Why should I Scream or cry?
Ive left everything behind
A sound comes from my soul
That cries for me instead
That way a single tear has never been shed
Cant I always expect the same?
I'm to afraid to change
I believe there is no more hope
left for me
So I left my heart out at sea
Sent it away,didn't need it any more
It just seemed like some useless chore
Have Faith!
They scream at me
Like I'd ever dare to dream
My brain has dried of imagination
Leaving me with no sensation
I wont cry,I know I'm fine
So I humbly decline
All the pity everyone gives
Cause its to much trouble just to live
Literature
No voice
"Hello?"
I want to melt in your arms,
Scorched by your gaze,
I'd give anything to speak,
It repeats in my head again,
I do so wish to answer you,
But the angels took my voice as a child,
Oh, cruel temptation and torture,
I think I'm going to speak for the first time,
And just as you smile,
You're pushed away,
Allowing the crowd to carry you,
And with no voice I can't ask you to stay...
What if I could speak?
If only you had known,
Every night I cry feeling cold and alone,
What if I could speak?
If only you had known,
How much I ache for you to hold my hand and never let go,
Yet you leave me here because you don't know,
I f
Literature
Music Saves My Soul -poem-
All this rage inside my head
Keeps me up when in bed
I'm going crazy, I'm insane
It's not something you can tame
And there's this song playing in my mind
That's on REPLAY all the time
The melody is sick, it's so upbeat
Did someone just turn on the heat?
I'm going crazy, dancing wild
Like I'm some kind of hyper child
I feel this song deep in my veins
After this, It's not the same
'Cause this song is making me high
I'm so crazy, don't know why
Losing my mind, out of control
This wild song's deep in my soul
Literature
Nobody Knows
Nobody knows how often I really cry.
Nobody knows how torn apart I am on the inside.
Nobody knows because of my fake smile.
The smile that hides everything until I'm alone.
When I am alone everything comes out.
My anger.
My sadness.
And sometimes my suicidal thoughts.
Sometimes I just want to end it all and make all this pain go away.
What's the point of staying in this world if I'm miserable every damn second of my life?
Sometimes I think it would be easier just to take the knife.
Take the knife and end my life.
But something always stops me.
I don't know what it is but I'm afraid.
What if next time, nothing saves...
Nothi
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...Listening to sad piano music, My mind begins to spin a web. The words on the web,I write down and those words I have written down are for all of you to read.
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